monsieurshiu

Sad, so sad
I was totally wasted in my parents’ face
Yes, again
How could I resist it when it comes to me and
I’ve already all gloomy
Before my career and my love life which are both tragedies
lies my depression
Georgia or Oregon, where to make it, my destination?
hard, hard, hard
I’ve tried, so hard? Or was I just kidding myself?
Not in this way
Confession turned out being faintness
How so?
Was I such a mess or was it not fair at all
This world
This life, I am so unhappy, truly
Man!
I am listening to Ray, Ray Charles
Oh man,
you are so narcissistic yet fragile under your skin
How coincident
Your each word cuts me with pain that I was numb right now
so I can’t feel it
Or was it simply because everything had fucked me up
thoroughly
Hopeless was I here standing nakedly in front of
This sharp stabber
which I yearned for in the centre of my back
I almost fell out
of my safe ground where I hide me and my weak nerve
What I gotta do?
To put my shade in the map, out in the sun
This killing sun ray
You’re too sad to even just get out of the way of those damn balls
Lisa, my dearly beloved
How could I express that I know you, I fucking know you
Sad, too sad